James E. Wilson, MD (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
dr_conscience) wrote2010-06-19 12:51 am
dr_conscience) wrote2010-06-19 12:51 am
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[40th consult; text]
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In a way, I hate to be doing this, feeling like I'm acceding to the whims of our captors, as if I'm somehow implicitly condoning their actions by doing so. Of course, it's hard to think that anything as simple as writing an essay could really have any repercussions, but we never know their motivations. Why they want essays, what they stand to gain by them, is anyone's guess; it's impossible to answer when we don't even know why they want us here in the first place. Their motives have never been clear.
The curses seek to embarrass us more often than not, often by forcibly exposing parts of ourselves that we're not comfortable with revealing to others. The City itself forces interaction upon people, whether it's via the ticking heard when left to yourself or simply the prevalence of the Network. In many ways, it's like being trapped an in involuntary, morally devoid psych experiment. Maybe all they want is genuinely to know our innermost thoughts, and that's the entire purpose of the essays.
The word they've chosen this week would lend itself to that supposition. Nobody hears the word pain without having some kind of reaction, at least some manner of thought in response to it.
I could cover any variety with personal viewpoints right now.I still can't quite sleep through the night.
Chase is right about the essay, though. Just do it and stay impersonal. At least writing offers the possibility of a reward, if there's any truth to it. If it means being able to spare myself-- or someone else, for that matter-- a particularly unpleasant curse, it's worth a try.
We need to get out of here.
[ end private ]
Pain management is one of the most important but often overlooked aspects of the treatment of cancer. Priority is given-- and given rightfully-- to combating the cancer itself, getting the growth of damaged cells under control through whatever means possible. The growth of cancerous cells can cause pain in patients, if a tumor is growing against an organ, bone or nerve. More often, however, the treatments themselves cause an extensive amount of discomfort. Chemotherapy, for instance, can cause a slew of side effects including peripheral neuropathy, abdominal cramps, vomiting, nausea, bone and joint pain. The medications used to offset the impact of the chemotherapy on blood counts and risk of infection can also contribute to pain.
Most patients are able to fight through it as long as they have hope, as long as their prognosis is good. Pain becomes a greater issue in terminal cases. The distinction between physical and emotional pain has been discussed extensively this week, but the interaction and correlation of the two is could fuel endless further discussion. When a terminal patient is dealing with chronic, severe pain, there's often no sense of hope left to counteract it. Their emotional state can both contribute to the physical pain, making it all the more severe, and react to it, making death seem like a welcome release. For those who have loved ones with them through the ordeal, it impacts both the patient and their families.
One of my patients, a few years back, was a 63-year old female suffering from stage 4 lung cancer. It was in both lungs, had spread to the lymph nodes, and caused a malignant pleural effusion; fluid containing cancerous cells had collected between the membranes covering the outside of the lungs. She'd been in treatment for years, but she couldn't fight it off any longer. Towards the end, she was in such severe pain that she avoided contact with her children and grandchildren, all but cutting them off entirely as she went into her final months. Her pain was causing her to choose isolation, to spend the last days that she had left alone and suffering.
Finding the right combination of treatments took time, determining not only what would be most effective, but what would be least likely to cause negative side effects. After trying several medications administered both orally and through transdermal patches (adhesive patches applied to the skin, allowing the body to absorb the medication), it was found that orally administered methadone had the greatest effect on her pain. The relief provided by this medication alone was not significant enough to have a considerable effect on her emotional state, however. After further testing, it was revealed that her shoulder had become the predominant source of her pain, as the cancer had spread to affect the nerves. A series of injections - a combination of bupivicaine and methylprednisolone acetate - were administered to the area.
Within weeks, she began to improve significantly. Her physical pain was still present, but downgraded to such an extent that she was able to enjoy interaction with her family again. Though her cancer did end her life four months later, she spent a significant amount of that time with her loved ones and died knowing that she was loved. Without finding the most effective means of managing her physical pain, her emotional state would have deteriorated to such an extent that she would have welcomed death as a release from suffering in solitude. The treatments administered improved not only the quality of what life she had left, but allowed her family to spend time with her that they would never have had otherwise. When the time came for them to say goodbye to her, they were able to do so with the comfort of knowing that they had been able to provide support and love for her every step of the way.
[ooc: HI! Medical errors are on me, not Wilson. I researched and researched but if it's wrong, yeah, that's my bad. I play with Photoshop for a living, not internal organs. XD
In other news, Wilson is not happy. At all. But you don't know that. SHH.
ALSO really really backdated, like way early on Friday. 'Cause that Photoshop playing? Yeah. That shit's been crazy this week. BACKTAGS FOREVER I love you all.]
In a way, I hate to be doing this, feeling like I'm acceding to the whims of our captors, as if I'm somehow implicitly condoning their actions by doing so. Of course, it's hard to think that anything as simple as writing an essay could really have any repercussions, but we never know their motivations. Why they want essays, what they stand to gain by them, is anyone's guess; it's impossible to answer when we don't even know why they want us here in the first place. Their motives have never been clear.
The curses seek to embarrass us more often than not, often by forcibly exposing parts of ourselves that we're not comfortable with revealing to others. The City itself forces interaction upon people, whether it's via the ticking heard when left to yourself or simply the prevalence of the Network. In many ways, it's like being trapped an in involuntary, morally devoid psych experiment. Maybe all they want is genuinely to know our innermost thoughts, and that's the entire purpose of the essays.
The word they've chosen this week would lend itself to that supposition. Nobody hears the word pain without having some kind of reaction, at least some manner of thought in response to it.
I could cover any variety with personal viewpoints right now.
Chase is right about the essay, though. Just do it and stay impersonal. At least writing offers the possibility of a reward, if there's any truth to it. If it means being able to spare myself-- or someone else, for that matter-- a particularly unpleasant curse, it's worth a try.
We need to get out of here.
[ end private ]
Pain management is one of the most important but often overlooked aspects of the treatment of cancer. Priority is given-- and given rightfully-- to combating the cancer itself, getting the growth of damaged cells under control through whatever means possible. The growth of cancerous cells can cause pain in patients, if a tumor is growing against an organ, bone or nerve. More often, however, the treatments themselves cause an extensive amount of discomfort. Chemotherapy, for instance, can cause a slew of side effects including peripheral neuropathy, abdominal cramps, vomiting, nausea, bone and joint pain. The medications used to offset the impact of the chemotherapy on blood counts and risk of infection can also contribute to pain.
Most patients are able to fight through it as long as they have hope, as long as their prognosis is good. Pain becomes a greater issue in terminal cases. The distinction between physical and emotional pain has been discussed extensively this week, but the interaction and correlation of the two is could fuel endless further discussion. When a terminal patient is dealing with chronic, severe pain, there's often no sense of hope left to counteract it. Their emotional state can both contribute to the physical pain, making it all the more severe, and react to it, making death seem like a welcome release. For those who have loved ones with them through the ordeal, it impacts both the patient and their families.
One of my patients, a few years back, was a 63-year old female suffering from stage 4 lung cancer. It was in both lungs, had spread to the lymph nodes, and caused a malignant pleural effusion; fluid containing cancerous cells had collected between the membranes covering the outside of the lungs. She'd been in treatment for years, but she couldn't fight it off any longer. Towards the end, she was in such severe pain that she avoided contact with her children and grandchildren, all but cutting them off entirely as she went into her final months. Her pain was causing her to choose isolation, to spend the last days that she had left alone and suffering.
Finding the right combination of treatments took time, determining not only what would be most effective, but what would be least likely to cause negative side effects. After trying several medications administered both orally and through transdermal patches (adhesive patches applied to the skin, allowing the body to absorb the medication), it was found that orally administered methadone had the greatest effect on her pain. The relief provided by this medication alone was not significant enough to have a considerable effect on her emotional state, however. After further testing, it was revealed that her shoulder had become the predominant source of her pain, as the cancer had spread to affect the nerves. A series of injections - a combination of bupivicaine and methylprednisolone acetate - were administered to the area.
Within weeks, she began to improve significantly. Her physical pain was still present, but downgraded to such an extent that she was able to enjoy interaction with her family again. Though her cancer did end her life four months later, she spent a significant amount of that time with her loved ones and died knowing that she was loved. Without finding the most effective means of managing her physical pain, her emotional state would have deteriorated to such an extent that she would have welcomed death as a release from suffering in solitude. The treatments administered improved not only the quality of what life she had left, but allowed her family to spend time with her that they would never have had otherwise. When the time came for them to say goodbye to her, they were able to do so with the comfort of knowing that they had been able to provide support and love for her every step of the way.
[ooc: HI! Medical errors are on me, not Wilson. I researched and researched but if it's wrong, yeah, that's my bad. I play with Photoshop for a living, not internal organs. XD
In other news, Wilson is not happy. At all. But you don't know that. SHH.
ALSO really really backdated, like way early on Friday. 'Cause that Photoshop playing? Yeah. That shit's been crazy this week. BACKTAGS FOREVER I love you all.]
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Sorry. Too much caring?
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[No, it's good. It's just hard not to vocalise sad feelings in this body. Chase lays down quietly beside the monitor.]
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...by the way, I'll get your shifts tomorrow.
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Thank you, though.
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You're welcome.
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[after a moment of thought...]
I'm sorry, I don't recall if we've spoken before? I'm Doctor Wilson.
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[Her smile is nearly tangible in her tone there.]
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That's... all any of us can do. To do something meaningful-- contribute in some positive way to the world, while we have the opportunity.
[Resistance. It might be futile.]
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I agree completely.
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[In a way, he can't really blame her. He knows how he'd be on the other end of this.]
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